funny last feelings

feeling a little funny...might be something..the growling in my tummy...no, no...the sand in my ear...cat scratches on my leg...lighting a match over my head...still thinking about what I could’ve said....my actions, reactions to what never was done...stunned by her beauty...reflecting back on my day....just another waste...like the last three years of my life...gone past, with no taste...silly little twisted bunny...life isn’t a joke...this isn’t funny...there’s a pattern here, don’t you see...the life you lead is no better nor worse than what it was last year...moments are wasted....resolution number thirteen, what is it gonna be...cheers to that...and all those memories.